Abdel Hamid al-Youssef said 25 members of his family, including his wife and infant twins, were killed when poison gas was dropped on their town in Syria in 2017, in an attack a UN-backed inquiry concluded was launched by the Syrian state.
“In seconds, everything was erased. Life was completely erased,” Youssef, 33, said of the sarin attack that struck the town of Khan Sheikhoun, one of scores of times chemical weapons have reportedly been used in the country’s 11-year-old war.
The bombardment, in Syria’s opposition-held northwest, killed at least 90 people, 30 of them children, Human Rights Watch, a New York-based rights group, said.
By the time of the strike, Syrian-allies Russia and China had already vetoed efforts at the United Nations to open an investigation by the International Criminal Court (ICC) into war crimes and crimes against humanity in Syria, according to Reuters.
As the Khan Sheikhoun attack marks it fifth anniversary, survivors and human rights campaigners say the failure to hold anyone accountable for chemical attacks in Syria could encourage further use of such banned weapons.
The United States and other countries have warned Russia could deploy chemical or biological munitions in its invasion of Ukraine, without providing concrete evidence. The Kremlin has dismissed the statements as “diversion tactics”.
“There is no deterrent for Russia,” said Youssef, who wants Syrian President Bashar al-Assad to be held to account. “Until this day, the criminal is free.”
Assad’s government has denied using chemical weapons in the war, which started as an uprising against his rule and has killed at least 350,000 people. Syria signed international conventions outlawing the use of such weapons in 2013.
The details of the Khan Sheikhoun attack are seared into Youssef’s memory, starting with the noise of warplanes that launched several air strikes on the town beginning at 6:30 a.m.
Trying to get his family to safety, Youssef headed towards his parents’ home. His wife went ahead as he stopped to aid a neighbor who was was screaming for help.
Youssef said he helped load casualties into a pickup truck. Some were foaming at the mouth.
Youssef lost consciousness as he tried to help his niece. He awoke in hospital hours later, only realizing the scale of the calamity when he returned home that afternoon.
“There were rooms of martyrs. I didn’t know which one to take: my brother, my nephew, my children, my wife,” said Youssef. “They put them in shrouds. We took them to the cemetery and buried them there.”
US President Donald Trump’s administration responded by firing 59 cruise missiles at the air strip from which it said the attack was launched.
Six months later, a report by an investigative mechanism established by the United Nations and the Organization for the Prohibition of Chemical Weapons (OPCW) - which enforces treaties banning the use of such arms - said the victims’ symptoms were consistent with large-scale poisoning by the nerve agent sarin.
It said it was “confident that the Syrian Arab Republic is responsible for the release of sarin at Khan Shaykhun on 4 April 2017”. The town fell to government forces in 2019.
Five years later, Youssef says he still feels the effects and sometimes faints when he smells strong odors such as household chlorine. The biggest impact, however, has been psychological, he said, adding that he lives in fear.
For survivors of sarin attacks, the effects can include persistent vision problems, gastro intestinal issues, and post-traumatic stress disorder, said Professor Alastair Hay, a chemical weapons expert.
“The main impact is usually catastrophic death, and very quickly,” he said, adding that more data is needed on the long-term consequences of exposure to chemical weapons.
At the time of the attack, Russia - which threw its military support behind Assad in 2015 - said the chemicals belonged to Syrian opposition forces, not the government. President Vladimir Putin said he believed Washington planned more missile strikes, and that opposition planned to stage chemical weapons attacks to provoke them.
The United States has warned that Russia could attempt similar so-called “false flag” attacks following its invasion of Ukraine in late February.
Washington and its allies have accused Putin’s government of spreading an unproven claim that Ukraine had a biological weapons program as a prelude to potentially launching its own biological or chemical assault.
The White House has not provided evidence Russia has been planning such an attack. Nor has the Kremlin provided support for its claim that Ukraine is preparing to use chemical weapons.
Russia says it is mounting “a special military operation” to demilitarize its western neighbor and has denied that its troops have targeted civilians.
Syria has seen some of the most extensive use of chemical weapons since the First World War.
Around 150 cases of alleged uses of chemical weapons in Syria are being investigated by the OPCW and there have been 20 confirmed uses of such weapons, a source familiar with the matter said.
Investigations at the United Nations and by the OPCW special Investigation and Identification Team concluded that Syrian government forces used sarin and chlorine barrel bombs in attacks between 2015 and 2018. Investigators have also found ISIS used chemical weapons in Syria.
The deadliest sarin attack of the war to date was in 2013 on opposition-held Ghouta near Damascus that killed hundreds of people but prompted no Western military response. The threat of a US missile strike was averted when Moscow brokered a deal for Syria’s chemical weapons to be destroyed by the following year.
Many diplomats and weapons inspectors later concluded Syria's promise to give up its stockpile was a ruse here.
Critics said US President Barack Obama failed to enforce his own “red line” against the use of chemical weapons by Assad.
“In Syria, the fact the Obama ‘red line’ disappeared in a puff of smoke really gave license for every dictator, despot, rogue state and terror group to use chemical weapons,” said Hamish de Bretton-Gordon, a specialist in biological and chemical warfare.
“It also made the likes of Putin believe the West was weak and he could do what he likes with impunity.”
A Kremlin spokesman did not immediately reply to emailed questions from Reuters. Neither did the Syrian information ministry.
‘THESE CRIMES DO NOT FADE’
Assad’s opponents have drawn parallels between the war in Syria and the military methods used by Russia in Ukraine, including besieging and bombarding cities.
The ICC said last month it was opening an investigation into war crimes in Ukraine after a petition from an unprecedented 39 member states.
Russia and China’s UN veto of an ICC inquiry on Syria has forced rights advocates to pursue other legal avenues.
Civil society groups have filed complaints over chemical weapons attacks in Syria to judicial authorities in France here, Germany here and Sweden, where criminal investigations have been opened under laws giving universal jurisdiction for crimes against humanity.
The cases have not yet been brought to prosecution, according to the Open Society Justice Initiative.
Hamid Ketteny, a civil defense rescue worker who says he carried the bodies of six children killed in Khan Sheikhoun, said he helped document the massacre.
“The silence of the international community towards the crimes previously committed here in Syria has allowed Russia and others to commit crimes in the rest of the world, and currently in Ukraine,” he said.
Nidal Shikhani, director general of the Chemical Violations Documentation Centre of Syria, said he remained optimistic that perpetrators would be held to account, noting the large amounts of evidence gathered by his group and others.
His organization had received requests for evidence from prosecutors on five cases in three European countries, most recently in September.
“These crimes do not fade with the passing of time,” he said.